A new issue of Tupelo Quarterly features work by several Warren Wilson MFA alumni, including two poems, “Withdrawl” and “After Picking Apples,” by Nate Pritts (poetry, ’00).
All the leaves on the trees
are yellow explosions.
They’re dead or they’re dying.
It’s too beautiful to process
& it never relents.
I look out over the lake
filled with so many chemicals.
The water is grey like the sky
is grey like even
the grass. I can feel the war
I know nothing will be left.
I create a fake Facebook profile
so I can check on the people
who I’ve blocked or who blocked me.
I name him Robert Lowell.
Enemies upon enemies.
I can’t believe this is my Wednesday
There’s too much
psychic backlash these people
interacting with my persona.
I telephone my boss tell her
I can’t teach any classes today
since I have already seen how this ends.
After Picking Apples
My computer is aglow, sharp afternoon
glare from slanted kitchen windows,
from sun that will eventually kill all of us.
I try to check my email but I can’t
see the screen. Nor do I want to. The kitchen
smells of apples, the scent of apples heavy
in the mind of my heart, the deep sense
of autumn, the fact that I am a person.
All the different types we picked this morning.
We went to an orchard that humans planted
on purpose & we stayed in the lanes
between the trees that were ready & ripe.
The ones that were safe instead of the ones
a sign said might actually kill us.
Macintosh & Gala & Gingergold & Honey
Crisp. Kids running everywhere overjoyed
because apples are ridiculous, hanging
wherever you look. Thousands. Outside
the apple trees are all pointing to heaven.
I looked up to the tops of the apple trees,
me also looking toward heaven. We heard kids
getting yelled at, Mom & Dad declaring
the whole day ruined by outbursts & screaming.
I wanted to kill those parents because
they’re killing their kids. The sun, up above
in heaven, will kill us anyway. I’m just here
in my kitchen, where it smells like heaven.
I’m drowsing off while I write this, my hand
holding the pencil & the paper making noises.
I shut down my computer because it’s useless
on days when the planet is dying so brilliantly.
It seems like the paper resists
each word I put down. Like maybe it wants
something else for me. Some other ideas
or some better noble sentiments.
No more death, no more dying, no more
heaven. Just regular sentences & autumn days
falling to earth to bruise & then rot.
Read more online at Tupelo Quarterly.