Three Rooftops
“Three Rooftops,” a poem by Justin Bigos (poetry, ’08) appears online at Driftless Review.
It happens on rooftops: the jump, the cut, the kiss smack between the stripper’s
breasts, your lover holding her lips right there, watching you watch.October, 2001, Chinatown highrise apartment building, flags of restaurants and America
whipping below, before the sordid and banal became photographedon phones, dilated cyclopean eyes, sent to other eyes across the globe, across the room,
the rooftop. Now she’s dancing with some guy, some dude, tall and lanky like you
but embarrassingly determined. You like watching this, knowing you’re the only one who gets
to take her to bed, 3 a.m. or 5:49 a.m., cab up to Amsterdam and 106,the stumbling up the stairs, fumbling with the keys, the jeans, shoulders and tongues
loosening, and while she grins and shakes her ass for this dudeyou remember the question Gina from Indiana just asked: How long have you lived here?
She is soap-commercial pretty and she’s tweezedthe shit out of her eyebrows, and so you think of Ingrid Bergman in Vertigo,
and how her stunt double fell down all those stairs to a coldcushion in Hollywood. And your lover, years ago in Rome, a teenager fooling around
with a semi-pro soccer player, Marco or Fabrizio, the most beautiful legsshe’d ever seen, and you wonder how any woman could French kiss a grown man
wearing shorts. But, of course, he goes for her tits, he’s Italianand wearing a crucifix and then he sees it: the mezuzah hanging on a chain
from her neck. She’s told you what happens next: the street below rushingtoward her, thinking she would die as he held her over the edge of the rooftop
and called her Jew, the word itself a slur, and how he made one slow incisionin her chest with the pendant. Rome, which gave us a colosseum built by twenty thousand
Jewish slaves, ossobuco, gelato, and the ghetto. …[Keep Reading]…