“Brother,” a Poem from the New Collection RELIQUARY by Abby Wender (poetry ’08)

       Brother
 
 
Because he can’t tell his own story—
 
            may he never sleep another night in jail.
            May he never shiver heroin sweat, flea-bitten, rib-broken.
 
Because he forgot that we’d walked with our dog—
            
            may he never forget the blue-spotted salamanders
            we found in muddy banks,
            or how we swung by the rope into those rough waves.
 
            May he sing all night, dream of a sunflower woman.
 
And let me forgive him, brother and consolation—
            
            though he dealt me a bad hand,
       and the price rose.
 
Let me not forget him, brother and sorrow—
            
       returned from prison, those five years
            engulfing him like a rubber suit,
            his cheerless eyes pondering me—
 
                                                my every fortune.