Let the inhabitants of the rock sing… Isaiah, 42:1
(Current)
In this river’s perpetual haste I am already always arrived, always already departed, the constant wanderer among the hosts of different worlds,
arrow and mark, the course through which I make things to make themselves, everything irreversible, the syntax in the enzyme’s shape, the atom’s charges
composing from within into a grammar of things— autocatalysis of particle into molecule into cell until the eyes form the way swirls form in water,
patterns risen out of patterns, until the patterns desire to know. This sweeping out of savannahs, over continents, across steppes—their driven waves—
attests the spur: my own long indigent venture on. Take this one with his kit-box, his tools, the pressed moons of bread he keeps to offer Mass, he’s shuttled
from Auvergne to Egypt, Sussex to Belgacoum, has barged the Huang-ho, mule-trained the Gobi, yet he knows all of space “is a veil without a seam.”
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The 2021 Wally/Goddardite Alumni Conference will be held from Wednesday, July 14th to Sunday, July 18th.
Information regarding registration will be released AFTER the March Conference. There is still time to attend that spring fling and you can do so by filling out this form. Which you, like, totally should.
Now, you are undoubtedly wondering, is the summer conference in July going to be one of those beloved and much missed events in which we all gather at an agreed upon lovely locale and spend a few glorious days smiling at one another across the quad and sharing anecdotes of supervisors past whilst brushing our teeth in communal bathrooms?
Alas, dear ones, it will not.
We cannot go back, but the path to the place where we can be with one another and do so freely and without reservation, it seems reasonable to assume, stretches out beyond this summer.
But we are learning to make do, to flourish, even, in one another’s company in this digital era and so we will again. It’s not enough, but it’s enough. We are scheming, too, of ways we can get creative about region-based, supplemental in-person activities.
Stay tuned. More to come.
Dearly,
Ashley & Jen
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Raven Leilani’s Luster is a craft and theme kaleidoscope, every turned page yielding a new configuration of angles and juxtapositions. What happens in this novel—twenty-three year old Edie, a Black woman artist manquée working slackly in low-level publishing, meets art conservator Eric, a middle-aged married white man from Milwaukee, who is in a newly open marriage; this leads to an enduring collision between Edie, Eric’s staggeringly competent coroner wife (also white) Rebecca, and their adopted Black tween daughter, Akila—is certainly compelling, but the plot is spun within a holographic and deeply palpable complexity of craft.
The phrase craft kaleidoscope refers not just to aesthetic pleasure for the reader, but to the novel’s interrelatedness of elements: how they work together to set the story in its societal, intersectional moment.
Blood runs through these pages, and is also an elemental commonality of the human condition. Leilani’s repeated motif/extended metaphor of blood is also an insistence of the bodily sovereignty and integrity of African Americans, who are surrounded by a culture that refuses to acknowledge and effectively dismantle systemic racism. Black people die every day from structural racism as carried out by police who mistake shower heads for guns and health practitioners who minimize and dismiss Black people’s symptoms. Racism suppresses Black people’s opportunities to succeed in realms of education, the workplace, media representation, and housing, to name a few.
I could have written about the use of vocation as a tool for characterization and character arc, because Luster is a novel about first-person narrator Edie’s struggle to come into herself as an artist, in a world with a dearth of Black women artists; or about the ways she interrogates being mothered and mothering inside but mostly outside of biological connections, because Luster interrogates mothering (and to a lesser degree, fathering) through various lenses as a verb. I could have focused on the novel’s intersections of sex, violence, consent, and race as a twain-fest of both the depiction of the Jungian shadow of characters and society, and an obdurate middle finger to respectability politics; or about Edie’s enduring difficulty with straightforwardly seeing herself in reflective surfaces as a metaphor for the ways people are seen or unseen in society based on levels of privilege, and the way humans internalize that. I could have analyzed the way Leilani deploys the run-on sentence as a way to strap the reader into various roller coasters of intensity; transitions between current action and retrospective, gimlet-eyed paeans to Edie’s parents and first lover; or her depictions of women’s bodies gleefully inclusive of bowel disorders, rabid horniness, miscarriage, bad breath, and tauntingly unsating masturbation.
This turning of Luster’s various facets to the light reveals the novel as a rare Hope Diamond–level thing, wrought of the earth’s pressures, cut and polished with precision, talent, and confident, merciless aplomb. And it’s most definitely a blood diamond. Not because Leilani produced it immorally, but because the immorality is not optional. It is inextricable from the world her characters are born into, our world, latticed with systems that cosset white people and torture and kill people of color.
And still, we humans love, desire, ache, and bleed across the lines that seek to pen us apart.
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Swimming in a Foreign Language
You might want to know, the late tomatoes still ripen,
breathless in the pale light. Brandywine seeds
ported from England learn to speak Berkeley.
We are all immigrants here, learning the twist
of tongue, the song of a baseball stitching flight,
lexicon of the housecat scanning the night.
Still so many fugitive words. The one for possum
feet that weave a warp to furred vines' woof.
The particular green bite the animal takes
from every fruit. The brim of your father’s fedora
had he shaken you from sleep before he left.
You dreamed he stood and watched you pitch,
one foot on the Hudson running board.
Out of earshot. We’ve learned more people pass
when the moon is full. Some words presume
dying is leaving, presume tidal blood ebbs
without return. The day you died, the grunion
heaved their silver tsunami—thousands of fins—
ashore to twist on the ends of their tails.
The stranded ones gleam with chips of sun.
These things we know without seeing.
We can’t name the last breath, until the next one isn’t.
What is the word for that silence between?
Water grows heavier the deeper it sinks.
CALLING THROUGH WATER is published by Tebot Bach Press. Kim’s website: www.kimhamiltonpoet.com
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At last dates have been set for the 2021 mid-year Warren Wilson Alumni Conference, aka Wally Camp. Clear your calendars, polish your pencils, and get ready to register!
Wally Camp dates: Thursday, March 11 – Sunday, March 14
Note that this does not replace the 45th Anniversary Warren Wilson MFA Alumni Conference. That will take place some time this summer (probably in July). Stay tuned for details!
REGISTRATION DEADLINES:* FEBRUARY 25 – If you wish to read, lead a class, or be in a workshop/manuscript review group. (Submit any materials for class etc. by MARCH 4 to [email protected])*
MARCH 1 – To attend readings and classes only.*
Note: For simplicity, times listed on the registration form are Pacific Standard Time (PST). Please adjust for your time zone.
OFFERINGS:
* SMALL GROUP WORKSHOPS IN FICTION & POETRY. Mixed-genre, as well, if there is enough interest.
> Weekend mornings will be set aside for workshop meetings, but groups can choose to meet at another time of their choosing. Groups should arrange their own way of meeting (video conference, phone conference, email, in person, etc.). We do not have a way to do that for you.
* MANUSCRIPT REVIEW groups to workshop whole collections/longer works in progress.
> Weekend mornings will be set aside for workshop meetings, but groups can choose to meet at another time of their choosing. Groups should arrange their own way of meeting (video conference, phone conference, email, in person, etc.). We do not have a way to do that for you.
* CLASSES & LECTURES. Try out your fall syllabus or work through that essay idea sitting in a drawer: your student body awaits.
* PANEL & CAUCUSES. All of the discussion, minus the late return on results. A subset of the group or the whole community can come together to discuss specific craft topics or issues of interest to alums.
* BOOKSHOP. A deep dive into a poet’s latest work, a favorite short story, or an aspect of a novel. You get the idea.
* PROMOTE YOUR BOOK or other media! Include publisher and vendor links so alumni can enjoy your work! (Sorry, just complete works, not journal publications, etc.)
* SUPPORT FRIENDS OF WRITERS! There is no fee for this online conference, but if you are able to make a donation to FOW, you will enable alumni in need to receive financial assistance, as well as provide scholarships for future MFA students and alumni prizes.
Questions? Please be sure to review the information here and on the website carefully. If you still have a question, send an email to [email protected].
The conference is restricted to those who are graduates of the MFA Program for Writers at Warren Wilson (previously at Goddard).
For the past thirteen days I’ve been sleeping in the canoe hanging in our garage. The canoe is aluminum and wider than it is high, but still a canoe: a raised middle seam, two plank seats, and bars bracing the center. It’s suspended from the ceiling by pulleys, tied off so it dangles about a foot above the cracked cement floor. Our house is only seventeen years old, but it was constructed from shabby materials and so the floor’s cracked prematurely. I’ve confined myself out here to keep from contaminating my children with my sadness, indecision, existential crisis—whatnot.
It’s a harebrained idea, but literally, it’s all I’ve got. At least that’s the case I made to my family for why I’m out here in the garage when our perfectly good house is just steps away. My shrink said that if you can get a person through the first ninety days following a suicide attempt, it’s statistically remote that they’ll try again.
Of course, our insurance only covered three days of inpatient care, which is why I’m out here on my own recognizance with seventy-four days still to go.
Eating is one of the many logistical problems this arrangement causes. I don’t want to come inside and put myself back at the table and so my kids have been taking turns bringing me food. Earlier tonight, Zack, my oldest, came out with a glass of milk, gingersnaps he’d baked himself, and his headlamp from camp so I could see what I’m doing out here. Zack’s like that, quiet, so I think he’s zoned out but then he’ll do something unexpected and I’ll see that he’s been paying rapt attention.
“Are you trying to get me fat?” I said, reaching for the cookies. “Dad help?”
“Made’m myself,” he beamed. He’s always been a good cook. When the boys were little I used to joke that we baked for sport.
We used to do a lot of things for sport, David and I, before the kids, before the routine of being full-time working parents, mortgage holders, and weekend lawn mowers. Our neighbors, Dahlia and Steve, still come and go with exhausting regularity. Dahlia’s always exhorting us to get out there and keep exploring new things, but we just barely seem to make it to work, school, the grocery store, and home again. David says, “It’s enough.”
It is enough: two kids, a home, friends, family—it’s everything I thought I wanted—but I didn’t think a life so full would feel so small, so pointless in the larger scheme of things. What’s worse is that David thinks everything is great—fine, at least. “But you’re the assistant manager now,” he said the last time I brought this up, roughly four weeks ago.
If you’re looking for a cause—I am—his actions and words don’t seem like enough to have pushed me over the edge.
My fear, and it appears justified, was that there was no one BIG thing. It’s not that I’m suppressing some major psychological issue that caused me to—
Okay, let’s talk about that for a minute. I mean, yes, I slit my wrists, but—c’mon, I picked the least promising way possible to kill myself. I know the statistics on efficacy. “If I really wanted to kill myself I would have put a shotgun to my head,” I told my doctor. “That’s ninety-nine percent effective.” The way I chose only works roughly six percent of the time.
Obviously, I didn’t mean it.
I have always wondered what would push a person right over the edge.
that I love every person in this room. I mean it. We’ve traveled from all over to be here, and I love each of you, all of you, every last one of you, except Harold, but the rest of you I love fervently and without limitation. It’s important that you believe this is a boundless love, rhapsodic, without timidity or hesitation, because everyone is deserving of compassion, absolutely everyone, just not Harold, but for the rest of you, this affection is perfect, unconditional and free. Not “unconditional” with air quotes around it, not unconditional like a gatekeeper in the garden saying, Look at the fruit but do not shovel it into thy weird little face, saying, Love me and none other, saying, The first born, the locust, the welt of grief I’ve pressed upon your back; it is a truly unstoppable wave of tenderness that doesn’t traffic in punishment or retribution.
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JC: You’ve noted that once you told a former writing instructor you were writing about “People held hostage by the circumstances of their lives.” Are you still inspired by that perspective?
CH: I suppose I am, but the more I’ve thought about the line, the more meaningless it is. I mean, who isn’t held hostage by the circumstances of their lives? Even when those circumstances are favorable, we’re so shaped by them that they affect our sense of what is and isn’t possible or desirable in life. Even when someone’s material circumstances would allow them to safely pursue a different kind of life, their circumstances might keep them from recognizing that or wanting to.
As a parent, I’m terrifyingly aware of how responsible I am for shaping my child’s sense of what is normal, or desirable, or achievable. Maybe one difference between the stories I was writing when I first said that, and more recent stories, is that those earlier protagonists were struggling to survive, to jump to the next rock in the river and not drown. Currently I’m interested in how people decide what direction to leap in, what blend of imagination or desperation prompts someone to either try to cross the river, or to stay put. Do we stay or go, and how do we imagine what might come next?
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