Mornings that long-ago summer, the sun consumed the sky. The suburban air smelled of hot asphalt and absence. We wore nylon shorts and his-and-her sunhats on our miserable walks. We carried 30-ounce water bottles and our own immeasurable grief.
Along Windmill, the cicadas buzzed. Most of our neighbors remained cocooned inside their cool stucco homes while the two of us sweated and suffered, darting like lizards between patches of shade provided by the occasional palm or purple plum tree.
And then an ancient, stooped man would appear, out on a walk of his own. We would watch in amazement as he drew nearer in his faded dress shoes, shapeless trousers, dark corduroy blazer and derby cap.
This was in July, remember, in Las Vegas.
The old man’s face looked dry as parchment, his expression serene, as though he had acclimated to this harsh desert climate generations ago, or discovered some secret to staying comfortable and eternally alive on this disinterested planet.
We forgot our discomfort—and sometimes even our despair—for a moment, our torsos like overheating engines. We slowed our pace and studied the old man as he shuffled toward us on the sidewalk. His small feet lifted almost imperceptibly with each tiny step, as though he were floating or dancing, without a care in the world.
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AN: I’m interested in the ways in which your poetry contemplates the relationship between the self and the community and the ways in which community shapes identity. Your first two poetry collections, Stranger’s Notebook (TriQuarterly 2008) and Kill Class (Tupelo Press, 201), both involve a speaker who is welcomed, to some degree, into an “other” community—and in the case of Kill Class, she is observing a military community, but always aware of her difference. This requires a sort of double vision, no?
NS: I love this question of double vision, Amanda. My first two collections of poetry were yes driven by the charge of the insider-outsider position and also questions of identity: in Stranger’s Notebook, although I am Jewish and the daughter of a reform Rabbi, I spent time in a more traditional Jewish community in North Africa to press on the valves of something that I wanted to understand: what is faith, what is ritual, what is belonging, what is relationship to homeland, and why did these questions produce such friction for me? In Kill Class, I was doing my anthropological fieldwork for my dissertation, and I observed some US military pre-deployment training exercises in mock Middle Eastern villages around America to write about war.
Anthropology’s key method for fieldwork is so-called “participant-observation”—and the poems in Kill Class are poems of witness, poems of uneasy participation, and poems of complicity. I am not in the American military (observer) and I write to critique the military (critique); however, I am an American citizen. As such I am entangled (participant). This brings me to your question of double vision, which paradoxically creates both twofoldness but also sometimes halfness. The so-called “field” was always elsewhere, and I was at its edge, working through self/other, here/there, field/life, work-self/ private-self, where one is perhaps often engaging with both, but sometimes only one at a time, and potentially occluding or sidelining the other.
My new collection of poems in progress, Fieldworkers of the Sublime tries to explode “fieldwork” beyond anthropology, pushing against the binary between Field and Life, and letting being-alive overflow in every direction. It is a book about awe, about fear, and also the ways we are each observers and participants in the sublime (through nature, science, the social world, and intimate life). It is a manuscript about love and my new marriage and queerness and desire and my attempts to overcome my own limits, as well as the thinkers (mostly anthropologists and philosophers) who shape my imagination.
The poems are also populated with marine biologists and octopus dissections, botanists and chanterelle-foragers— and my encounters with scientists and others I’ve become friends with on the island of Mull off the West Coast of Scotland, my wife’s beloved home. But this book is not trying to understand a particular community or a problem the way my other two were: it is instead a bid for an embodied poetics with fewer partitions and more encounters. My poems have become more capacious, letting everything in: the ocean and gooseberries of the island, but also the shopping malls and playgrounds of my suburban childhood—each spangling open through conversations and memory and dreaming and feeling and loving and reading.
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Whether you’ve boarded from Liverpool or Heysham or Stranraer, years later the journey is the same along the Lough at evening, the chimney of the power station
in Kilroot, Carrickfergus Castle, white eiders skimming the surface of the bay at Carnalea, the oystercatchers at Cultra piping on the rocks, as you slide past the gantries at the yards
where David and Goliath tower like the spires of a decayed cathedral. Here’s where I first heard hexameters of Homer intoned in harsh Ulster accents,
Speak to me, Muse, about the many-sided hero who travelled far and wide after he sacked the great town of Troy: many were the cities he visited, the customs he came to know
Here’s where my grandfather built the Titanic. Here there were two cathedrals rising in opposition and two stories each told with a certainty dispensed
like a cheap drug, with hatred scribbled on the walls, King William on his horse, Up the Rebels, to Hell with the Pope, and one man’s hope was another’s
damnation. How could I not be tempted by the glory that was Greece, lucidity and sanity, a golden mean between opposing ills, Athens revered in the words of Pericles?
We are an example to others rather than imitators. Our administration favours the many instead of the few; this is why it is called a democracy. Our laws afford equal justice to all…
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You excavate anything that has tried to lodge itself in your body without permission. You bury the toothbrush between your back molars and scrape whatever
you find. One loss makes you feel all other losses. Eleven years later, when you no longer eat pizza or speak Spanish, when your father’s profile invades
your clenched jawline, you borrow his brisk gait, his snort, his face. People say you look white. Your father never does. The restaurant won’t seat
you, the hostess says neither of you meet the dress code (your father’s wearing a double-breasted suit). You are a man trying to roll your r’s again…
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The LEON Literary Review recently featured “The Switch,” a poem by 2020 graduate Michael A. de Armas. Read an excerpt below:
The Switch
Yes it’s true you can break things, I tell my younger daughter one night, who, after crying in her crib in our room without much result, turns the light switch on and off and so makes her need known to an entire city block, even boats out in the bay see the wild flicker of her distress…
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There are things I don’t know, can’t know, and maybe don’t want to, including what a man’s teeth look like through a rifle’s magnifying scope. Tonight a frightened anchor on the radio reports a gunman stalking Interstate 96 firing into backseats, windshields, drivers behaving erratically, causing pile-ups. I’m sick of God and his potholes, the many mouths opening relentlessly, beneath…
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